SUCKS!!!

my result sucks..2 credit n 2 distinction.. but others tink its okay.. haiz..although my parents not blaming me.. but me myself is really ashame n dissapointed of myself... my tears jus wont listen to my command.. flow nonstop.. every1 is so shock tat i cried bcoz of it.. but hey.. although i always laugh here n there.. but.. there are also hard times for me.. i stil need a shoulder to lie on.. no matter how strong a women is.. she stil need some1 to care abt her.. to comfort her..

Kubah Camp

Last weekend went to Kubah National Park wit intima frens. I have a gd time there. When i reach there i jus found out tat i ever went there wit my batch intimas also, same hs, jus tat last time i went i'm stil wit DJ, n now we both have our own life.. hmm..
Actually its a camp last weekend, i'm wit d organiser team n i learn a lot when hanging out wit them, i met new frens also-new batch intimas n affiliates. I feel old already, tats y Vincent call me great grand ah ma..:(..
After d parliment on fri nite, some of us realize a lot of tings tat happen b4 fri nite is bcoz of some "reasons" tat finally reveal on tat nite.. well, the reason is not tat important for me now, as the tings already pass, now i'm more concern abt future.. but wat i noe is some of us really learn n realize y somebody act in certain way when dealing wit certain ting(i understand tis during a special parliment on sat nite at the veranda wit mosquitos all ard us while d rest "sharing" inside).. i tink its better to have d rite ppl to have tis kinda parliment as we'll noe each other more but not hurting any1.. for fri nite's parliment, i dun tink its anyting, coz not every1 dare to say out the truth.. but atleast i noe y someting happen in such a way sometimes..but i prefer sat nite's parliment, although ppl come in n out frm d hs, but atleast we these few ppl can say out how we really feel, we're tellin d truth.. n we jus say out watever we're not happy abt, without worryin hurtin any1 as we noe,we all can accept it n understand tat we as fren tellin d truth is for the good of every1..most importantly we trust each other tat watever we said is save..we trust no 1 will say out watever we said there...i wish we can hav tis kinda parliment again sometime wit d rite ppl..

An ANGEL always in our heart!

its been a while i din update my blog. Its holiday, but i feel really tired coz notin to do everyday. Is it human nature? when u're bz u wish to b free, but when u're free u'll wish sthg can occupied ur time.Mayb bcoz i'm single tats y i got plenty of time for my frens. but no matter how, fren is stil more important than a bf as fren wil company me til the end of my lifetime but bf might not..
Y human being wont appreciate when u have sthg or some1 n regret after u lost it or its too late to have it?? i really noe how it feel to lost some1 i love but i din appreciate n spend more time with her when i have d chance, now she's in the other world n no point for me to regret already. Ah mei, until now, all of us stil cannot accept tat u're in the other world, we stil tink tat u're stil ard wit us, i really miss u very much, i really regret to spend so little time wit u, u're really an ANGEL for all of us, an ANGEL tat we'll never ever forget, never ever! I LOVE U VERY MUCH!! how can u leave us jus like tat? i still remember d last time i saw u, n until now, i stil can remember how u smile to me, the scene wil always in my mind, ALWAYS!